I Want to Get Married … Now
It’s like I was holding my emotions at bay until it came, and when it did, there was no hiding. I want to get married.
January 3, 2021
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Happy New Year
It’s been 11 days since I posted a blog, and I didn’t even know it. When I first started blogging, I committed to posting once
December 29, 2020
My Narrative Needs To Change
It’s like I can see myself reacting and behaving and there’s nothing I can do about it. I even have a post IT saying, “Restraint of
December 18, 2020
I Am Officially Over COVID
I am officially over COVID, and it is coming out in my mirror. And on the scale. And then into my clothes. Into my bed. And
December 9, 2020
Post Thanksgiving Process
Thanksgiving came, and Thanksgiving went. I had a plan, and then the plan kind of had me. I had a delightful time in the woods by
November 29, 2020
Eating Isn’t a Test
I used to think eating for joy was being a glutton; consuming things I hadn’t in a while, eating more, eating way past capacity. I
November 22, 2020
Just Wait
My disease hates when I’m happy. My disease hates when I stray from needing it to tell me my every move, validate my every thought, and
November 3, 2020
Do It Anyway
See? Doing the right thing always trumps reacting to … anything. Our feelings. Our mood. What’s happening in the perceived version of to instead of for.
October 22, 2020
Because I Want To
I feel damned if I do, and damned if I don’t. I feel exposed or hidden. I feel arrogant and seeking, or too modest and quiet.
October 13, 2020
I still Need my Glasses Sometimes
It’s been a few days of total awareness. It started with a walk and hearing my anxiety gain an audible pulse. It started with the
October 9, 2020