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I was trying to think of why I haven’t written, and I have all kinds of reasons.  I can drive now.  I can train more.  I

Box checking makes me feel safe.  It helps me feel like I’m in control, that things are calculated and organized, and it helps me orient myself

I had to have a couple lately, and none did I love.  None did I want to have.  None did I look forward to having, or

For the first time in 2 months, I am calm.  I can sit without my phone, without a running to-do list compulsively swirling madly around my

I had no idea I hadn’t dealt with the trauma that is my past romantic life.  Specifically, I had no idea how terrified I was of

In just a moment, we will have survived (or prospered) another decade.  We’ll likely reflect back on what we accomplished, and even more likely set out

I tried.  I tried to eat like normal-ish people, and I’ve been trying for a little while now.  I went to NY and had pizza –

The rain and my mood seem to be aligned the last couple of days.  I don’t know if it’s necessarily because of the rain, but I

It’s true: I am gifted with an ability to produce emotion through words.  It is my love language.  It’s also true that I am very thoughtful

Not everything is as it seems.  I was spiraling about Mike not answering my text or my call, and there he was on the phone with